what is it that i feel,whenever i gulp down an insult.....harsh words.....insensitive remarks........grueling silences.......accusing glances......or when i try to give in to it............................................................................. Bearing it..........i feel so lonely!!!!!
Everything around me goes in fast pace....i move slowly hearing the thumping of my heartbeat,waiting to breathe.....my lungs still trying to decide which one should do its job.My eyes being my best friend wants to shed a few tears for me but my heart says like a practical friend NO............she is not ready for it yet!my mind having so many garbled conversations trying to convince me that ,whatever happened to me was not right!
like a loyal friend!!.................my brain like a habitual friend makes my hand do its chores giving silent commands and getting things done..................My body like an understanding friend finally decides its time!......... pauses for a few seconds............i breathe heavily.................my limbs giving in...............a voice telling me,its ok you can cry now!!!!!
you are still brave if you do.................
tears started pouring down........my lungs struggling to do its job right......i gasp!my lips quiver
my heart races..............................
Then i realized when i have so many good friends working with me,crying with me.....they know me and are my ardent supporters..........I am not Alone!!!!!
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